someone has accused me of ART THEFT, even though i OWN the site they found it on AND the english version of it.

i also told them they can talk to any of my online friends that have met me through the site or through my blog.

they have not responded to my message about it, but i dont think i can even stay on here after someone has accused me of being a thief. even if they completely believed me. so i will be leaving deviant art - on both accounts. it's not like ANY of my art was worth posting anyways.

so today i'll be deleting stuff from both my accounts. so you can start removing me from your friends list. i love you guys! and i'll still be checking up on your art! *insane laughter* i just dont think i can stay here another second after someone accused me of being an art thief. i just really... get my feelings hurt too easily. and this hurt me really bad...

...i dont really care, anyways, though. all my art - anime AND photography, stunk... hahahahaha -- so it doesnt matter. xP

i'll still be checking up on your art -- just without an account. hahahahaha... ^^ lotsa love!

heeey everyone!

um... i was just posting to tell you i FINALLY created my anime account on here. ^^ it's:


(Ibara No Umi = Thorny Sea)

i named it after one of my favorite Chihiro Onitsuka songs... =^^= i havent added anything on there yet, though... im at school now, so i cant. but right now, at home, i scanned a few of my drawings, inked them, and colored them in Adobe... so hopefully i'll have time to add them tonight. ^^ only about 3, though. *shrug*

anyways... yeep! that's all i wanted to tell you. heh. lotsa love!!

(OH! i'll try to post a few net photos this weekend, too... if i can take any good ones. -.-")

Feeling: evil
Hearing: Vivian Hsu: Ou Dou Mai
Drinking: Caffine-free coke
Watching: Zatch Bell (aww, i wuv Kyo! ^^)
Reading (manga): Trigun Vol.1 (AGAIN)
Working On: Paper Pieces (me and 's art site), Shake It!!

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heeeey everyone!!! it feels like its been FOREVER since i last posted!! O.O ...a week. wow. sorry about that.

how has everyone been?! great, i hope! school's almost out... May 26th for us!!!! SQUEE!!!! hehehehe! that makes -- less than two weeks. yay! ^^ i'm really ready for it to be out, even though it's really really REALLY freaky i'm going to be going to 10th GRADE. *stares* yea. that's just weird. O_O i'm really gonna miss all my seventh grade friends, too... i'm probably not gonna see any of them for two years. i'll probably come down and visit them sometime. ^_~

oiy!! and, at our school, we're having this award thing... and i knew i wasnt going to get any special awards... i've already missed my 8 days (*cough*plus 1*cough*) and im not exactly outgoing... and i made 4 As and 2 Bs... erg, and a D. O.< so i knew i wasnt getting all As and Bs award or anything -- but on Thursday, Mrs.Fikes said that she decided to award me the best writer in the Pre-AP english class! EEK! i seriously couldnt believe that. *eye twitches* she said i was a great writer and really deserved it........ strange, i know. especially for those who know me. hehehe.

PLUUUUUUUUS! i started writing a new MANGA!!! WEEEE!!! i think i may keep this one, too. (haha -- you guys know... i've already started writing and drawing about 3 mangas so far...) but this one is different. i've drawn and colored a lot of them so far and right now i'm making their little character pages to go on me and my best friend ()'s art site. ^^

yes. it's still not up yet. >_> so i'm a procrastinator. blah.

LOTSA LOVE!!!
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to those who watch me!!
:

JOIN THE CLUB!!


My Current Favorite Artist:

Karen has some of the BEST photos EVER. you just haaaaave to love Hobbes! *cuddle,cuddle*

Feeling: lonely
Hearing: Rie Fu - Voice (album ver.)
Eating: nothing...
Drinking: nothing
Watching: nothing
Working On: my blog

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*blinks* wow. it's been forever since i've last posted in my journal. O.O sorry. yea. it's been a while.

anyways! how has everyone been?!? ^.^ i've been ok... kind of in a really deep rut on here, though. i seems like i cant ever post ANYTHING actually good . -_- all my photos just seem like pathetic attempts to post something... and they kinda are. hehehehe...

oiy. and you know i posted all those clubs?!? i joined a bunch of them all in one day... and it seems as though it didnt work on ANY of them. *stares* cause it doesnt say i'm watching like... a bunch. yea. *eye twitches* i re-watched them today, and it seems to be working now, though. so... yeep. ^^ that's good.

i drew a piccy of Vash the other day. *cuddles* i actually think it turned out... ok. i just finished coloring it a few days ago. i dont really think it's the best i've done, but i'm happy enough with it. i'm really wanting to create an account on here where i just post my anime stuff, too... but i'm not sure if i have enough right now. x_x oh well...

GURG!!! I'm sooooooooo hungry! i havent eaten barely anything in the last two days, cause yesterday i was really sick and couldnt get anything down... i did eat about 3 things of fat free pudding. x_x not like that helped any. it was all we had. hehe. but now i feel better... and there's nothing. *twitch, twitch* maybe whenever we go home i can get something to eat... *evil laughter* .... hehe... hehe...

*cough* what's that about? i dont know. i'm weird. O_O *blink,blink* *spazzes* *runs away* *hits head on door*

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"So i ache, so i ache
it's more than i can take
it only gets even worse
when i sleep, when i awake
and my belly keeps sinkin...

yea.

i wake up to the spiritual voice in my head
and i say hey, hey wont you listen?
it cant be easily be left unheard, be left unsaid
but i listen, listen maybe too hard..."

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to those who watch me!!


JOIN THE CLUB!!


My Current Favorite Artist:

talk about an Inuyasha lover's heaven. O_O VISIT her NOW!!! she has some of the best art i've seen in foreverrrr...

Feeling: dead?
Hearing: X Japan - Art Of Life
Eating: nothing
Drinking: caffine-free coke
Watching: Who's Line Is It Anyway? (<-)
Working On: anime art of Ellone from FF8.

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my gosh. i'm sorry i've kinda abandonded this place. x_x it's been FOREVER since i've posted anything decent. i just feel like all my photos look the same. -_- i get so tired of it. they're ugly, too. *nod,nod* i think i'm gonna just start taking some REALY photography -- like with the background and stuff... i dont know... all my photos that i take outside just look like some little kid took them. :S they suck. so...yea... that's why i havent posted much on here lately. i dont like anything i take. >.O i've also been more into drawing anime more than anything... though photography is what i love doing most... still... *sighs* erg. i've always been making about a BILLION layouts everyday. heh. i dont even know what they're for. xD i think i'll just make a layout archive site or something. *shrugs* i dunno.

heh. anyways. only 27 (school) days left of school!!!! that's around 6 weeks... and THAT'S ALL!!!! AHHH!!!! *spazzes out* i'm sooo ready for it to be over. -.- that way i can just spend time with Toby and the others outside ALL DAY! i love walking outside... it's great living out in the country. ^.^ going to school that's around 30 minutes away, plus having to stay at my mom's work for a while... we usually end up getting home around dark... so i never have time to go outside... ;_;

oh. hahahahaha! today i fell on my butt, too. ^^ yea. that was funny. it was in the bathroom... me and my friend, Midori were waiting on my friend and i leaned up against the wall and started moving my legs out, and *whoop* i fell. right on my butt... hahahahaha. it was hilarious. ^^

heh.

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"Like a doll carried by the flow of time...
I sacrificed the present moment for the future.
I was in chains of memory half-blinded.
Losing my heart, walking in the sea of dreams...

Close my eyes,
Rose breathes - I can hear...
All love and sadness melt in my heart.
Dry my tears,
Wipe my bloody face...
I wanna feel me living my life...
outside my mind.

Dreams can make me mad.
I can't leave my dream.
I can't stop myself.
Don't know what I am.
What lies are truths?
What truths are lies?

I believe in the madness called "Now".
Time goes flowing, breaking my heart...
...Wanna to live...
Can't let my heart kill myself...
Still I haven't found what I'm looking for.
Art of life.
I try to stop myself...
But my heart goes to destroy the truth...
...Tell me why...
I want the meaning of my life...
Do I try to live?
Do I try to love?

Art of life.
An eternal bleeding heart.
You never wanna breathe your last.
...Wanna live...
Can't let my heart kill myself...
Still I'm feeling for...
A Rose is breathing love...
in my life."

x japan "art of life"